Not the happiest news

[friezaess]

Went to the doctor's today.

My CT scan was fine and everything (which means my problems are depression related as per usual), but there was some bad news. It was about Dad. Apparently he's prematurely aged and he's becoming very.... slow. It's not Alzheimer's thank Christ, but I've been told I need to take good care of his health as he is unable to do so properly. It's hard because he's very isolated and his entire world revolves around myself and, up until last year, my mother (despite their seperation). So basically he's dealing with a bunch of terrible psychological issues dating back to his childhood that are interfering with things like his memory. We are now at the point where he is unable to learn new things, even after many repetitions.

I'm very paranoid I'm going to wake up and find him dead. I don't know how I'll cope when the day comes when I can officially be called an orphan >_>

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[friezaess.livejournal.com]

Oh God yes, it's very freaking weird @_@ Heh, I remember when it was a bragging point in primary school... "MY PARENTS ARE OLDER THAN YOUR'S, THAT MAKES ME SUPERIOR!" Now it's just depressing @_@