Not the happiest news
Dec. 2nd, 2008 05:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
friezaessWent to the doctor's today.
My CT scan was fine and everything (which means my problems are depression related as per usual), but there was some bad news. It was about Dad. Apparently he's prematurely aged and he's becoming very.... slow. It's not Alzheimer's thank Christ, but I've been told I need to take good care of his health as he is unable to do so properly. It's hard because he's very isolated and his entire world revolves around myself and, up until last year, my mother (despite their seperation). So basically he's dealing with a bunch of terrible psychological issues dating back to his childhood that are interfering with things like his memory. We are now at the point where he is unable to learn new things, even after many repetitions.
I'm very paranoid I'm going to wake up and find him dead. I don't know how I'll cope when the day comes when I can officially be called an orphan >_>
My CT scan was fine and everything (which means my problems are depression related as per usual), but there was some bad news. It was about Dad. Apparently he's prematurely aged and he's becoming very.... slow. It's not Alzheimer's thank Christ, but I've been told I need to take good care of his health as he is unable to do so properly. It's hard because he's very isolated and his entire world revolves around myself and, up until last year, my mother (despite their seperation). So basically he's dealing with a bunch of terrible psychological issues dating back to his childhood that are interfering with things like his memory. We are now at the point where he is unable to learn new things, even after many repetitions.
I'm very paranoid I'm going to wake up and find him dead. I don't know how I'll cope when the day comes when I can officially be called an orphan >_>
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Date: 2008-12-02 10:55 pm (UTC)I know it's hard, but try not to stress yourself out, we're all here if you need help.
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Date: 2008-12-03 01:18 pm (UTC)