*pokes her now orange hair* >.

[friezaess]

God freaking dammit.

Okay, where to start. It was Jaq's birthday today (the old sod's now in the 20+ club- no longer a fangirl, but a fanwoman!). Sorrell and Dani both came over, and later in the day a big group of us suprised the birthday girl with our prescence at Anime Cafe. There was cake and all, and she seemed to be genuinley suprised, so all is good!

However, I personally had a few problems on my hands as the day progressed. I went to the doctor to get some perscriptions, and also to get her to fill out this medical form Vic Roads gave me to proove that I have depression. Holy shit. The doctor kept giving me the third degree in her strict Indian accent, and now she tells me I have to get counselling. ... FUCK. I mean, my doctors keep telling me I need concelling and all that shit, but I fucking hate psychologists. Also, I'm barley able (if at all) to open up to those closest to me, so how the fuck would I open up to a complete stranger? >_>

That aside, Dani and I decided to bleach our hair in preperation for AVCon cosplay. My God... so we clingwrapped our heads, which helps in developing, when Dani complains of intense pain. As we peeled the HOT plastic from her skull, steam came out! Never before have I seen anything like that! My own hait came out only semi-bleached, which I didn't mind too much seeing as I'd be dying it red. ... The red hairdye washed straight out as soon as I stepped in the shower -.- That's $15 worth of dye gone quite literally down the drain.

I should so be working on Yaoi Panel and cosplay, but I'm just so tired right now that I know if I attempt anything I'll stuff up. Tomorrow I have to go to Eastland to pick up a few things as well. ARGH. Why do cons always creep up on me? >_>

Comments

[shiny-shiny.livejournal.com]

all the best for the race against time ^__^;;

i know what you mean bout the counselling. *points to counselling referals on her other table* lol~

not that my opinion ever matters much to you...

[knightessyamika.livejournal.com]

i say tell the doctor to shove it. the only person who truly knows how you feel or what you want is you. i don't care how many years the person has been studying to understand how humans tick, they can never understand what makes each individual tick. YOU are the only one who knows that. YOU are the only one who can make decisions for yourself. BE SELFISH! whatever decision you make, those who love you and those whom you love should support it because it's your decision, your life and no one can tell you otherwise.

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

Heheh, that's so bad having to speel to a paranoid person ^^;

Trying to analyse a complete stranger's entire life and way of thinking in a few one hour sessions... yeah, that'll work >.>