friezaess: (Default)
[personal profile] friezaess
I'm surprised I made it through today (well, yesterday) without a drink. I can't believe it's been exactly two years since the worst day of my life. I don't think the dreams will ever go away. There was a funeral when I went out to the cemetary- the usual crowd of old people in black standing under a shadecloth and throwing flowers. It seemed very unemotional. Try as I might, I couldn't see anyone shed a single tear. I guess it becomes routine once you hit a certain time in your life. I hope never to reach that age.

On Wednesday I had my first class as an English Conversationalist. Basically it was just sitting at a desk whilst a bunch of overseas students asked me questions to practice their language skills. The teacher had written a few questions on the board for them to ask, including "What do you think of forigeners?". What the shit kind of question is that?! I think I answered tactfully enough, saying something like they're all a bunch of terrorists who should've been shot when they stepped off the plane all people are people to me. If I can do 5 classes a week I might just be able to crawl out of my own personal financial crisis.

Also, before it goes viral- "Barack Obama is tired of your motherfucking shit".

Date: 2009-02-07 01:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bakames.livejournal.com
Aww. Call me if you need to get out, the financial crisis doesn't effect jugs'o beer.
At funerals a lot of people don't cry just so to be polite to the immediate family members to try to help them keep their composure. It's just an immunity to the service, they would have cried when they heard :(

What I wouldn't give to hear you saying 'I heart foreigners!'

November 2012

S M T W T F S
     123
45678910
11121314151617
18192021222324
252627282930 

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated May. 22nd, 2025 01:12 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios