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I'm surprised I made it through today (well, yesterday) without a drink. I can't believe it's been exactly two years since the worst day of my life. I don't think the dreams will ever go away. There was a funeral when I went out to the cemetary- the usual crowd of old people in black standing under a shadecloth and throwing flowers. It seemed very unemotional. Try as I might, I couldn't see anyone shed a single tear. I guess it becomes routine once you hit a certain time in your life. I hope never to reach that age.
On Wednesday I had my first class as an English Conversationalist. Basically it was just sitting at a desk whilst a bunch of overseas students asked me questions to practice their language skills. The teacher had written a few questions on the board for them to ask, including "What do you think of forigeners?". What the shit kind of question is that?! I think I answered tactfully enough, saying something likethey're all a bunch of terrorists who should've been shot when they stepped off the plane all people are people to me. If I can do 5 classes a week I might just be able to crawl out of my own personal financial crisis.
Also, before it goes viral- "Barack Obama is tired of your motherfucking shit".
On Wednesday I had my first class as an English Conversationalist. Basically it was just sitting at a desk whilst a bunch of overseas students asked me questions to practice their language skills. The teacher had written a few questions on the board for them to ask, including "What do you think of forigeners?". What the shit kind of question is that?! I think I answered tactfully enough, saying something like
Also, before it goes viral- "Barack Obama is tired of your motherfucking shit".
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Date: 2009-02-07 01:43 am (UTC)At funerals a lot of people don't cry just so to be polite to the immediate family members to try to help them keep their composure. It's just an immunity to the service, they would have cried when they heard :(
What I wouldn't give to hear you saying 'I heart foreigners!'