GODDAMN YOU, BUS!!!

So today I was all ready to go into job search training when someone wants me in for an interview. Hey, I don't mind. Job search training prooved to be exceedingly boring and usless last time, so legally being able to miss it in hopes of FINALLY securing a job was a-okay with me.

Now, only once in my life had I ever been late for a job interview. Yeah, you can see where this is going. The place was out in a suburb called... oh, what's that name again... Templestow. I stuffed up with the buses and didn't get further than a shopping centre called The Pines, where I was supposed to hop on another bus... which left the shopping centre almost exactly when I had to be at my interview >_< FUCK!!

It's good news that the guy is quite nice (not to mention desperate for employees) and asked me to come in tomorrow morning instead. It's a blessing kitsunesakurano's dad is giving me a lift the whole way there, then dropping us at the station so we can still make it to MOC. But all the same, I'm not in the best of moods.

I am quite good at beating myself up, and the entire ride back to Boronia I was hacking at myself mentally. I have serious issues when it comes to thoughts of worthlesness and that I'm a horrible person, and stuff like this tends to trigger the "You're so fucking usless, I want to hurt you until you're numb and bleeding" switch. Yes, I can be hypersensitive. Freaking hell, I'd better get this job >_> *cranks up comfort songs*