No. Read your previous entry, and this can't be right. I may be young, and no nothing about life or love and all that shit, but I do know that you've got to live for the present. Fuck you could both get blown up by some terrorist on the train 5 years down the track, and then you've wasted all these years trying to stay apart from each other for a reason which would no longer exist. Besides, you love each other - thats the bottom line. This sounds cliche and shit, but thats it. And if you really feel this way about each other, honestly ask yourself - are you ever gonna find this 'other guy' who will be just as perfect as matt, where it just feels right. Will you not end up constantly questioning how things would have been different if matt had been there. I'm pretty sure last time I checked, there was only one Matthew Bell, and if he's perfect for you, then you're never gonna be happy with anyone else.
It's killing me to read this, you've already gone through enough pain. Please, really think this through...
And it may not mean much, but I love you. Just as you are.
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Date: 2010-07-22 01:04 pm (UTC)No. Read your previous entry, and this can't be right. I may be young, and no nothing about life or love and all that shit, but I do know that you've got to live for the present. Fuck you could both get blown up by some terrorist on the train 5 years down the track, and then you've wasted all these years trying to stay apart from each other for a reason which would no longer exist. Besides, you love each other - thats the bottom line. This sounds cliche and shit, but thats it. And if you really feel this way about each other, honestly ask yourself - are you ever gonna find this 'other guy' who will be just as perfect as matt, where it just feels right. Will you not end up constantly questioning how things would have been different if matt had been there. I'm pretty sure last time I checked, there was only one Matthew Bell, and if he's perfect for you, then you're never gonna be happy with anyone else.
It's killing me to read this, you've already gone through enough pain. Please, really think this through...
And it may not mean much, but I love you. Just as you are.