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*hides* ;_;
Feb. 26th, 2008 11:13 pm*sniffle* I wanna hide away somewhere and never come out.
Boss officially hates me. I handed in a form with my availability on it (due to Uni and all)... but I guess I should've told her that I wouldn't be available for a shift I was rostered on for. That is, I should've told her more than 12 hours before said shift was supposed to commence ._. Funny thing is that it was my fear of confrontation that stopped me mentioning it to her (assuming she'd read aforementioned document and everything would magically happen), leading to her being very angry with me.
DOUBLE-WHAMMY: When I'm attempting to sound confidant despite my fear, I sound arrogant and angry ._. She probably thought I was having a go at her ;_;
Uni is... *head in hands* My ineptness means I now have to spend an extra day out at Saint Lucia, and a 1+ hour round-trip on a bus for a 50 minute lesson does not sit well with me :(
I feel a little Shinji-esque, and not in a "Oh please Kaoru shove your throbbing member into my bleeding anus" kind of way. I tend to run and hide a lot. If it were possible I'd spend my entire life locked in my room sleeping. I'm that annoying kind of creature that needs to be protected, something I've been trying so hard to overcome. But in the end it's just timid little me, shying away from anything mean and scary instead of attacking challenges head-on like... well... like an adult.
I want to be back in the womb ._.
Boss officially hates me. I handed in a form with my availability on it (due to Uni and all)... but I guess I should've told her that I wouldn't be available for a shift I was rostered on for. That is, I should've told her more than 12 hours before said shift was supposed to commence ._. Funny thing is that it was my fear of confrontation that stopped me mentioning it to her (assuming she'd read aforementioned document and everything would magically happen), leading to her being very angry with me.
DOUBLE-WHAMMY: When I'm attempting to sound confidant despite my fear, I sound arrogant and angry ._. She probably thought I was having a go at her ;_;
Uni is... *head in hands* My ineptness means I now have to spend an extra day out at Saint Lucia, and a 1+ hour round-trip on a bus for a 50 minute lesson does not sit well with me :(
I feel a little Shinji-esque, and not in a "Oh please Kaoru shove your throbbing member into my bleeding anus" kind of way. I tend to run and hide a lot. If it were possible I'd spend my entire life locked in my room sleeping. I'm that annoying kind of creature that needs to be protected, something I've been trying so hard to overcome. But in the end it's just timid little me, shying away from anything mean and scary instead of attacking challenges head-on like... well... like an adult.
I want to be back in the womb ._.
