Nrrrrrrrrrrrrr *CRASH!*
May. 2nd, 2005 01:11 amYeah, I should go to bed but I keep having mental images of planes crashing into the ground and all that stuff.
All my life I've never been able to picture myself living very long. The thought of kicking the bucket before I get old, wrinkley and even more jaded is usually appealing to me. Hell, the idea of dying used to seem pretty grand too. Until about a year ago when I realized that as long as you have one person to love who loves you back, life is worth living. So nowadays I'm a bit paranoid about getting hit by a car or something and being taken away from those I love.
And then of course there's the problem of loved ones being spread out across the country ^^; Best friend who forced me to live even when I didn't want to resides in Brisvegas, boyfriend who showed me that love doesn't always have to be the most horrible pain in the world in Melby, and everybody else... damn it, can't we all just meet halfway and move to Dubbo? ^^;
Bah. So maybe I should just go to bed.
By the way- photos of Dani's party, Minifest and my 20th can be found here- http://fri-chan.fotopages.com/
All my life I've never been able to picture myself living very long. The thought of kicking the bucket before I get old, wrinkley and even more jaded is usually appealing to me. Hell, the idea of dying used to seem pretty grand too. Until about a year ago when I realized that as long as you have one person to love who loves you back, life is worth living. So nowadays I'm a bit paranoid about getting hit by a car or something and being taken away from those I love.
And then of course there's the problem of loved ones being spread out across the country ^^; Best friend who forced me to live even when I didn't want to resides in Brisvegas, boyfriend who showed me that love doesn't always have to be the most horrible pain in the world in Melby, and everybody else... damn it, can't we all just meet halfway and move to Dubbo? ^^;
Bah. So maybe I should just go to bed.
By the way- photos of Dani's party, Minifest and my 20th can be found here- http://fri-chan.fotopages.com/