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Well now. I had today off- that's right, ANOTHER day off, despite the fact I was supposed to pick up my Yami no Matsuei manga and meet Greg for his birthday! I was ill. And do you know WHY I was ill? Come on, take a wild (non-drinking related) guess! That's right- DEPRESSION! The same reason I can't remember things or sleep at night! At least that's what my doctor reckons. So now, bringing my pills-per-day count back up to five (where it was earlier this year until two got combined) are my new buddies anti-nausea tablets, which I'll be taking to counteract the side-effects of my latest anti-depressants (which, thank gawd, might just help me sleep).

Unfortunatly I can't go back to sleep now, 'cos I know I won't wake up 'til 4 in the arvo, then hafta try to get back to sleep at 9. Damn these early starts.

Oh well, time to go get doped up.