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I need some more X-Japan songs...
Oct. 5th, 2004 12:04 amAnother weekend has passed. It was the first time I've been home/not had a sleepover of a Saturday night in ages! An interesting experience.
Today I had a job interview. I don't think I exactly 'wowed' the bloke, but at least he was nice. Not like that little Nazi who interviewed me at Baker's Delight. (She said if I didn't hear from her by Sunday, I didn't get the job. I didn'tget the job! Squee!) Oh yeah, and today was that meeting between QANTM and my parents that I've been fretting about for the past few days. Beforehand I met up with Mum in the city (I had Dad with me), and I was arguing with her about why this meeting was necessary. Fun fact- I ended up crying. And when she tried to comfort me later on, I immedeatly jerked back and said "don't touch me", without even thinking. I guess I haven't really been myself the past few days. I've gotten back into the ol' self-harm routine, though this time without razors. Just hitting myself, scratching myself with pacers, and putting my nails to good use. (I can't believe I *still* have marks on my arm where I dug my nails in yesterday O.o)
Oh yeah, yesterday I caught up with Mel. Also saw Helen for a brief time (I lent her some of my Gravi manga). Mel and I went over to her mum's place and had a bit of a BBQ. After that, we popped by Randolf's house, which is nice and close by (it's been ages since I've caught up with him- glomps ensured ^^).
You know what rocks? Kraft Easy Mac. You just whack some water in, chuck it in the microwave, then stir in the sauce. It tastes fucking brilliant. If it wasn't so unhealthy, I'd eat it 24-7.
I'm going to have some Coke now.
(Oh yay, 'Shi no Jundo' is playing. Fucking iTunes- thanks for brining up THAT issue again!! >_<)
Today I had a job interview. I don't think I exactly 'wowed' the bloke, but at least he was nice. Not like that little Nazi who interviewed me at Baker's Delight. (She said if I didn't hear from her by Sunday, I didn't get the job. I didn'tget the job! Squee!) Oh yeah, and today was that meeting between QANTM and my parents that I've been fretting about for the past few days. Beforehand I met up with Mum in the city (I had Dad with me), and I was arguing with her about why this meeting was necessary. Fun fact- I ended up crying. And when she tried to comfort me later on, I immedeatly jerked back and said "don't touch me", without even thinking. I guess I haven't really been myself the past few days. I've gotten back into the ol' self-harm routine, though this time without razors. Just hitting myself, scratching myself with pacers, and putting my nails to good use. (I can't believe I *still* have marks on my arm where I dug my nails in yesterday O.o)
Oh yeah, yesterday I caught up with Mel. Also saw Helen for a brief time (I lent her some of my Gravi manga). Mel and I went over to her mum's place and had a bit of a BBQ. After that, we popped by Randolf's house, which is nice and close by (it's been ages since I've caught up with him- glomps ensured ^^).
You know what rocks? Kraft Easy Mac. You just whack some water in, chuck it in the microwave, then stir in the sauce. It tastes fucking brilliant. If it wasn't so unhealthy, I'd eat it 24-7.
I'm going to have some Coke now.
(Oh yay, 'Shi no Jundo' is playing. Fucking iTunes- thanks for brining up THAT issue again!! >_<)
