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The day's events
Excuse me for a minute.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU SON OF A BITCH, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU, FUCK YOU FOR ALL THE EMOTIONAL ABUSE YOU PUT MUM AND I THROUGH, FUCK YOU NEVER LETTING US HAVE FRIENDS AND ADDING TO MY SOCIAL RETARDATION, FUCK YOU FOR DRAGGING EVERYONE DOWN WITH YOU AND FUCK YOU FOR NOT COMPREHENDING ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU.
Argh. I thought one would get past such rants about their parents when their teenage years ended, but alas here I am. It's too hot to deal with this. He turned my conversation about Uni and the US into a rant about Nazis, AGAIN, then he wanted to cut the buttons off my mutilated Swan Lake jsk without asking me, THEN he walked out of the room when I told him I was feeling really depressed and needed help. I know it's trivial, and there's plenty of people on my f-list who have it a lot harder than me, but when you have to deal with his depressing attitude day after day it can change you from being happy and excited to depressed and crying in a matter of seconds. He just stomps around the house swearing and being angry all the time. I just wish I could move out so badly.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU SON OF A BITCH, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU, FUCK YOU FOR ALL THE EMOTIONAL ABUSE YOU PUT MUM AND I THROUGH, FUCK YOU NEVER LETTING US HAVE FRIENDS AND ADDING TO MY SOCIAL RETARDATION, FUCK YOU FOR DRAGGING EVERYONE DOWN WITH YOU AND FUCK YOU FOR NOT COMPREHENDING ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU.
Argh. I thought one would get past such rants about their parents when their teenage years ended, but alas here I am. It's too hot to deal with this. He turned my conversation about Uni and the US into a rant about Nazis, AGAIN, then he wanted to cut the buttons off my mutilated Swan Lake jsk without asking me, THEN he walked out of the room when I told him I was feeling really depressed and needed help. I know it's trivial, and there's plenty of people on my f-list who have it a lot harder than me, but when you have to deal with his depressing attitude day after day it can change you from being happy and excited to depressed and crying in a matter of seconds. He just stomps around the house swearing and being angry all the time. I just wish I could move out so badly.
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And why the fuck would he cut the buttons off your dress? dickery
I think he'd be happier in a retirement home with people to rant at
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I'm sorry I can't read capitalized text.
CRUISE CONTROL FOR COOL
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I'm sorry I can't say anything intelligent or helpful, but you have my support, Fri. Stand strong, you can do it! *huuuuugs*
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No playing oppression olympics with yourself >:( the shittiness of someone else's life is mutually exclusive to the shittiness of yours. Your experience of your situation is valid and real.
ilu bb <3 you're always, always welcome to rock up at ours if you need time out of the house, even if you just want to kidnap the laptop and hide in a corner for a while. ♥
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Thanks man, that means a lot. You're awesome. I need to bake you moar fetus cookies someday.
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Yeah, but he pays for everything 'cos I'm pov, so I can't really complain.
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So I'm gonna go with "What Minna Said."
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Also: What minna said.
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