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[friezaess]

I feel absolutley nothing.

Not love, not sadness, not happiness, not anything. Like my heart's been put in suspended animation. I think of bad things, and my mind automatically repels them. I think of good things and no longer care. I wouldn't have any quarrels at all about being in this state forever. No ups, no downs, no happiness, no sadness... would make life so much easier. It's the next best thing to being happy in my opinion.

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[friezaess.livejournal.com]

True there. Gives you a lot more perspective too, when you don't have things like feelings controlling your descisions. I'm envious of monks, they can feel like that all the time with their meditation and stuff!

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

True, true. I've heard many-a good thing about meditation. But... grr... sleep triumphs over all! Oh well, I'll just do it when I'm supposed to be doing work instead ^_~