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friezaess ([personal profile] friezaess) wrote2005-07-04 12:37 am

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I feel absolutley nothing.

Not love, not sadness, not happiness, not anything. Like my heart's been put in suspended animation. I think of bad things, and my mind automatically repels them. I think of good things and no longer care. I wouldn't have any quarrels at all about being in this state forever. No ups, no downs, no happiness, no sadness... would make life so much easier. It's the next best thing to being happy in my opinion.

[identity profile] ryuuj.livejournal.com 2005-07-03 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
You get random hug for no reason~ *hugs*

[identity profile] friezaess.livejournal.com 2005-07-03 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Nyaaaaa ^^ *huggies you back* Hugs=yayness

[identity profile] friezaess.livejournal.com 2005-07-03 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Teehee, yay ^^ *huggies back* Danka!

[identity profile] rukubites.livejournal.com 2005-07-03 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
That's how I felt when I had full blown depression back in early 2003. :-(

[identity profile] eviltom.livejournal.com 2005-07-04 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
*hug*
I've been feeling that for a long time I think. Maybe we can break it..

[identity profile] ryuuj.livejournal.com 2005-07-04 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. Hugs=yayness indeed <3 *luffs on you*

[identity profile] sora-ishida.livejournal.com 2005-07-04 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
*BIG hugness and glomps*

For some reason, I decided to randomly spam your LJ tonight....hehe, anyway, we gotta do something this week now that I'm finished work experience ^____^

[identity profile] friezaess.livejournal.com 2005-07-04 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Meep >_> Yeah, sleep deprivation would explain it ^^; *thanks the gods she's never had Chicken Pox... clawing away at your own skin isn't the best pass time I can think of*

[identity profile] friezaess.livejournal.com 2005-07-04 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
True there. Gives you a lot more perspective too, when you don't have things like feelings controlling your descisions. I'm envious of monks, they can feel like that all the time with their meditation and stuff!

[identity profile] friezaess.livejournal.com 2005-07-04 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
True, true. I've heard many-a good thing about meditation. But... grr... sleep triumphs over all! Oh well, I'll just do it when I'm supposed to be doing work instead ^_~