3:22 AM

[friezaess]

So I'm being kept awake, mostly by thoughts of "HERP DERP has it rly been 3 yearz since I saw Mommy stumble into heavenz, LOL?" I feel kinda douchey still being emo about it, but the scene of nurses yelling at me to get my ass in the room just in time to see her eyes to roll back in her head feels like it was only hours ago and it friggin' haunts me. I inadvertantly booked my Melbourne flight for the same day that the whole "no longer breathing" thing happened on Feb 6 2007, so yay escapism? Lawlz.

Speaking of all things dead, my phone is on its last legs. The screen only displays about 3 millimetres of what it should and everything else is pixelated, or just a big white slab of dead pixels. Hopefully I can pick a new one up tomorrow, but this one has so many memories attached to it :( When I first got it in 2006, flip phones were all the rage dagnabit! Now it's all YOU MUST BE ABLE TO RECIEVE 3 TYPES OF INTERNETS. Gah. I'll stick to my penny-pinching ways and stay on pay as you go. If I had the ability to go online wherever I went, I'd never make eye contact.

Comments

[halfeatenmoon.livejournal.com]

Emo is all about the right to be sad. You have a right to be sad. Don't feel bad about it.

I still don't have internets on my phone. I plan to keep it that way for now.

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

But what's the point of having a phone if you can only use it to contact people?

[vysanthe.livejournal.com]

There's nothing wrong with still feeling sad. At least on the day, I'm sure you'll be distracted by screaming babies and spoilt children throwing things on the plane until you get to Melbourne.

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

Oh Christ, this had better not be a repeat of the 9 hour kick-a-thon on the way to Japan. I support a holocaust on all creatures under 15.

[bioslaya.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't know exactly how you feel, but many times I still wish my neighbour Molly is still around. This is your mom, so I think it's more than fine (not douchey at all—can't even imagine which part of what you're doing is douchey). And I always support escapism if it takes you to my city :P

I've got some phones I'm not using anymore if you're interested? It's a black Sony Ericsson z310i with a new spare battery. Let me know if you want it :) otherwise it's going to recycling 'cause my bro gave me his used phone

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

*hugs* You and your city rock :)

Thanks dude, I think I'm looking at a Motorola at the moment though for the sole purpose that I can do this (http://photos-144.friendster.com/e1/photos/44/17/82617144/1_162642323l.jpg) to it.

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

I'm with Virgin 'cos I'm cheap :D I'll probably just have to settle with an $80 unlocking fee...

[celrya.livejournal.com]

Feeling sad on the anniversaries of events where really sad things happened is absolutely normal. I've heard stories where someone will be really sad and irritable and they won't know why 'till they look at the date and realize its approaching that time of the year, or its that date. Like body memories. (Weird.)

Feeling emo is normal, and probably healthy.

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

Hah, that's interesting regarding the body's memories. Almost like a sort of negative association.