Shield your eyes, it's the f-bomb

[friezaess]

FUCK

FUCK

I WANT TO FUCKING MOVE OUT RIGHT FUCKING NOW. I can't fucking stand the dickery. I can't fucking stand the constant playing down of my achievements (what few they are) whilst being expected to listen to hours-long rants about the price of bread. The continual passive-agressive attacks on myself and my interests. I can't fucking stand not being able to have a conversation without being insulted. Ugh, tears in my eyes >_> 7 months until I can go to the US... it may as well be 7 years.

I want to hop in my car and just keep fuckin' driving.

I'm probably just a whiny bitch. As I have lost my drawing abilities and have no interest whatsoever in casual sex, LJ is one of my few remaining outlets. The other is the happy little drink I'm going to be making myself as soon as this song is finished.

Comments

[xelyna.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling man.
I'mma pour myself another drink too;_;

[shinomatrix.livejournal.com]

Can I have some of that sex?

[sweetphaex.livejournal.com]

sup bb - ditto on almost every front, except drawing, still can do that (just) but to what end?

I WISH I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF THE WORLD NIHILISM AND COULD STOP BEING THE POSTER CHILD FOR.

[vrrrrt.livejournal.com]

It's terrible to get that from someone who ideally should support you...

I'm free for much of the next few days, if you want to go A Forest-ing, or do anything else, really.

[bakames.livejournal.com]

Does he know you want to leave? Threatening him might not be tactful but he might need to hear the full extent of what a douche he is to the only person around him.

Think of it as saving $200 a week rent to put with the dickery and you can always go cool off in your car, whilst hopefully driving safely ;-;
*hugs*
You could draw Brissie loli's from daily lolita pics

[san.livejournal.com]

*tacklehugs*

[kitsunesakurano.livejournal.com]

I believe that you should combat his passive aggression with some assertion. Tell your dad to back the hell off. Or you'll never believe in yourself like you used to when you were away from him

[5hi-tenshi.livejournal.com]

you should remind him how you wear clothes, and he doesn't.

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

Yessum. Maybe tomorrow arvo if you're not insanely busy? Just reading that you have to do a 10, 000 word essay is brain-hurty.

[vrrrrt.livejournal.com]

I'm busy from about 6pm onwards tomorrow, but before that would be ok - or even Sunday. I need to take a break at some point! There's no one essay that's 10 000 words, but combined, that's what they add up to.

[friezaess.livejournal.com]

They're closed Sunday and Monday for some strange reason. If you want to go out around 1 there's hippy markets I think. Or just go later in the week if you've got stuff on.

Bah, 10,000 words is 10,000 words. It's 1/5th of a NaNo ^^;

[vrrrrt.livejournal.com]

We probably both need to get out and destress a bit, so how about we make it at about 1 today? Where should we meet?

[vrrrrt.livejournal.com]

Just in case you're not up in the AM - their website says they're open Sundays as well... I have to get going at about 5:30 this arvo, so maybe tomorrow would be better? Thursday evening after 7pm would be good too.