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I'm at Adam's at the moment, my head somewhat fuzzy from Vodka.
Today I had to make one of the most heartbreaking decisions of my twenty years of living. I stayed over at Mel's... talked to her... and I had to choose between my boyfriend and my best friend. They're in two different states. I can't stay with both. So Mel-chan said I had to choose.
And I chose.
I cried because of that choice last night. I don't do that a whole lot. The last time I cried was after Manifest last year, 9 months ago. But I did. And I felt like crying again today.
I wish I didn't have to choose. I love them both in different ways. But I did. So... yeah.
Today I had to make one of the most heartbreaking decisions of my twenty years of living. I stayed over at Mel's... talked to her... and I had to choose between my boyfriend and my best friend. They're in two different states. I can't stay with both. So Mel-chan said I had to choose.
And I chose.
I cried because of that choice last night. I don't do that a whole lot. The last time I cried was after Manifest last year, 9 months ago. But I did. And I felt like crying again today.
I wish I didn't have to choose. I love them both in different ways. But I did. So... yeah.