It's weird how when you get older you get more family orientated. I think a lot of people just don't want to be lonely when they get old and grey.

What, no 9/11 Jenga? But yeah, I was saving my Green Tea liquor to have on a special night with Matt, but maybe it would go to better use playing boardgames. I'm only at uni Mondays, Tuesdays and every second Wednesday if you want to break out the boardgames and booze. It would be a nice distraction.

I missed some class because I just felt that there was no point in doing anything, but I'm slowly managing to force myself back into it. In retrospect breaking up a week before holidays ended was a bad idea, but better than midway through the semester I guess. It feels really weird leaving the campus for the day and not calling Matt or going over to his place. We were joined at the hip and there's a huge void where he used to be that I still can't accept in my head. Maybe I can fill it with le booze, lawl.

Thanks for the sentiments. Not sure if I'm going to make it to high tea because at this stage everything's still such a fucking effort and I associate lolita with the relationship. But I would like to see you in those sailor hot pants some day <3